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If anyone will take any of my advice, let it be this: Stay far away from Charrolee Thompson.

After we seemed to break up (in overly dramatic fashion), we continued to see each other after a few days. We went to movies, took a day trip to Smolak Farms and saw a llama. We even helped each other move last weekend. lee lee claimed, "I never said I was breaking up with you." (even though that blog post seems to indicate otherwise). She reassured me that she didn't want to see anybody else (even though she was planning on going on a date with an old flame only a few days after the "break up"...hmm).

As far as I knew, we were going to take things one day at a time, and see what living apart would do to our relationship. Things felt a little different, but we still loved each other, I thought. I must've been very wrong.

lee lee came over yesterday so that I could take her to our old place, get bentley, and go to her new apartment in medford. I didn't feel well enough, though, and didn't want to sleep on her floor in my sleeping bag. For some reason, lee lee felt upset with me because I couldn't go. As she left, she said, "I don't understand you. That's why I left this relationship." Wha??? She reminded me, "we broke up two weeks ago!", and when I asked what the past two weeks have been, she said, "I don't know." Talk about revisionist history! I felt used and hurt. What did I do to deserve her treatment?

I told her to get out, and I didn't want to see her or talk to her again. She had to come back later to get her glasses and other stuff she left here, when Nate was arriving to take me to the hospital. As she was walking away, she said, "I hope you're dying!" nice.

Anyone interested in lee lee thompson should be prepared for a cruel bait-and-switch once they get to know the real lee lee. On the surface, she's a confident, mature woman, but in reality she's a troubled, 30 year old girl. I'm convinced she'll find a way to hurt anyone that she's with, if only because of her selfish philosophy and requirement to get her way, always. The only thing she's interested in now is finding a baby-daddy to fulfill her crazy desire to get pregnant by her birthday. For someone who admits that she isn't "nurturing", I find it very hard to believe she could be a functional mother. She can't even maintain a functional relationship without wanting something else or wanting to move away or feeling stifled.

The final bombshell — that the last two weeks apparently didn't mean anything to her — was enough to convince me she'll never be stable and never be the honest person she claims to be. I should've let her go when I saw that she childishly deleted everything related to me, and even wanted to "delete" her memories of me. For someone who claimed to love me through everything, she sure didn't act that way.

I don't wish her any tragedy, certainly not death. I wish she could get some professional help and figure out what she wants out of life and love. Until then, I think she'll continue to hurt the people she loves. I don't have to stick around and bear the brunt of her neuroses.

If anyone will take any of my advice, let it be this: Stay far away from Charrolee Thompson.

After we seemed to break up (in overly dramatic fashion), we continued to see each other after a few days. We went to movies, took a day trip to Smolak Farms and saw a llama. We even helped each other move last weekend. lee lee claimed, "I never said I was breaking up with you." (even though that blog post seems to indicate otherwise). She reassured me that she didn't want to see anybody else (even though she was planning on going on a date with an old flame only a few days after the "break up"...hmm).

As far as I knew, we were going to take things one day at a time, and see what living apart would do to our relationship. Things felt a little different, but we still loved each other, I thought. I must've been very wrong.

lee lee came over yesterday so that I could take her to our old place, get bentley, and go to her new apartment in medford. I didn't feel well enough, though, and didn't want to sleep on her floor in my sleeping bag. For some reason, lee lee felt upset with me because I couldn't go. As she left, she said, "I don't understand you. That's why I left this relationship." Wha??? She reminded me, "we broke up two weeks ago!", and when I asked what the past two weeks have been, she said, "I don't know." Talk about revisionist history! I felt used and hurt. What did I do to deserve her treatment?

I told her to get out, and I didn't want to see her or talk to her again. She had to come back later to get her glasses and other stuff she left here, when Nate was arriving to take me to the hospital. As she was walking away, she said, "I hope you're dying!" nice.

Anyone interested in lee lee thompson should be prepared for a cruel bait-and-switch once they get to know the real lee lee. On the surface, she's a confident, mature woman, but in reality she's a troubled, 30 year old girl. I'm convinced she'll find a way to hurt anyone that she's with, if only because of her selfish philosophy and requirement to get her way, always. The only thing she's interested in now is finding a baby-daddy to fulfill her crazy desire to get pregnant by her birthday. For someone who admits that she isn't "nurturing", I find it very hard to believe she could be a functional mother. She can't even maintain a functional relationship without wanting something else or wanting to move away or feeling stifled.

The final bombshell — that the last two weeks apparently didn't mean anything to her — was enough to convince me she'll never be stable and never be the honest person she claims to be. I should've let her go when I saw that she childishly deleted everything related to me, and even wanted to "delete" her memories of me. For someone who claimed to love me through everything, she sure didn't act that way.

I don't wish her any tragedy, certainly not death. I wish she could get some professional help and figure out what she wants out of life and love. Until then, I think she'll continue to hurt the people she loves. I don't have to stick around and bear the brunt of her neuroses.

For the past 3 days I've had serious ear pain. I thought it was an ear infection, but after a trip to the emergency room, it turns out that I don't have an ear infection or strep throat, but I have some kind of viral infection either in my ear, or throat, or lymph node on the left side. So, I couldn't get any antibiotics, and the advice was to go home, rest, drink plenty of fluids, and take tylenol. Well, that's not too helpful.

I tried sleeping tonight, but I still have a bit of a fever. I was drenched in sweat, and I can't tell if it's truly warm in here, or if my fever is getting worse.

I've had lots of fevers, but I can't remember one this painful. I hope it subsides soon — the ER doctor said I should come back if it doesn't get better in a week; I don't want to think about this feeling persisting for that long.