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Yes, I'm aware that the last post is dripping with negativity and anger. In an ideal world, perhaps I'd let bygones be bygones and not say a word about how I feel. But for the last few months, I've been living through this crazy, turbulent relationship because I always thought things could get better (someday?). I was wrong. And that hurts.
Having someone very close to me turn out to be a liar hurts a lot more.
Even though I'm sure I'll miss lee lee after a while just as much as she'll have moved on from me, wishing for an impossible future does no good.
And if I wasn't still sick, I'd probably be doing something more fun or productive than sitting here blogging and stewing.
Comments
By: mama on September 19, 2006 at 9:54 a.m.
one moment at a time........ that's how you grew up and that's how you will go on. lea said your place is awesome....... cant wait to see it. next week on vacation. promise not to move any furniture while i am there!! love mama
By: dave on September 17, 2006 at 11:20 a.m.
T.W -- I hear you are a transcendentalist...
By: sj on September 17, 2006 at 11:16 a.m.
hot chocolate and pineapple tidbits. healing foods of champions/bloggers. hasta luego, sucka.
By: t.w.higginson on September 17, 2006 at 9:53 a.m.
i too once reacted with negativity (though mine was more wry where yours is just angry) towards a woman friend. out of all the other things i did in my life, that one comment is all i'm now known for! damn women's lib-ers!!
By: n8 on September 15, 2006 at 11:12 p.m.
stewing is no good. but, then again, it may be better than dealing with a bum-alanche like i just did.
we will hang out this weekend, sucka.
By: t.w. on September 22, 2006 at 7:09 p.m.
not so, my good friend. who told you that? some english teacher you know?